recommender system..

collaborative filtering engine..

rectree method..

kmeans..

corelation similarity..

cofe..

uml diagram..

object oriented programming..

movielens..

all of that stuffs are pieces of mozaic which fullfil my mind.. the key of my real life..

i hav to arrange all mozaic to become a wonderfull story,, that will bring me to independent gate.. the real life has waited me for along time..

let’s do de best… ganbate!!

this night is very cold. i played billiard with my friends just now. and when i went home,, in de middle of de trip, de rain mad me wet. i hang out to refresh my mind so i can concentrate do my work again later..

this night many things happen to me.. and it makes me happy..

i met my ‘first love’ when i was junior indirectly via net..

i got 7 winning from 9 matches in billiard..

I was freezed coz de rain..

and i start to write again..

Allah makes wonderfull world for us.. wonderfull life which can’t be predicted.. and wonderfull life path for us..

and one important thing i got at this night.. we should always positive about life…

Verse 1
Bb Gm
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
Bb Gm
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
Cm Bb F
I’ve been lonely for so long
Cm Bb F
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

Verse 2
Bb Gm
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Bb Gm
Just in case I ever need em again someday
Cm Bb F
I’ve been setting aside time
Cm Bb F
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

Chorus

Bb Gm Eb Bb
All I want to do is find a way back into love
Bb Gm Eb Bb
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
F Eb F
Oh oh oh

Verse 3
Bb Gm
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Bb Gm
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
Cm F
I know that it’s out there
Cm Bb F
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

Verse 4
Bb Gm
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Bb Gm
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
Cm Bb F
I could use some direction
Cm Bb F
And I’m open to your suggestions

Chorus

Bb Gm Eb Bb
All I want to do is find a way back into love
Bb Gm Eb Bb
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Cm
And if I open my heart again
Cm F
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

Instrumental
Bb, Gm, Bb, Gm,
Cm, Bb F, Cm, Bb F

Verse 5
Bb Gm
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Bb Gm
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
Cm Bb F
I need inspiration
Cm Bb F
Not just another negotiation

Chorus

Bb Gm Eb Bb
All I want to do is find a way back into love
Bb Gm Eb Bb
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Cm
And if I open my heart to you
Gm
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
Cm
And if you help me to start again
F
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Ending
Bb, Gm, Bb, Gm
Cm, Bb F, Cm, F
Bb, Gm, Bb, Gm
Cm, Bb F, Cm, Bb F
Bb, Gm, Bb, Gm, Bb

Si la poussiere emporte tes reves de lumiere
Je serai ta lune, ton repere
Et si le soleil nous brule
Je prierai qui tu voudras
Pour que tombe le neigi au Sahara

Jika harapanmu hancur berkeping-keping
Aku akan menjadi bulan yang menerangi jalanmu
Matahari bisa membutakan matamu
Aku Akan berdoa pada langit
Agar salju berderai di Sahara

“The snow on Sahara”.

What do i feel?
Sometimes i like, but sometimes other i dun like..
Sometimes i miss someone..
But i dunno who i missed?!
Is right her? or her? or her?

What the hell is it?
It can make me crazy!

I can’t concentrate..
I can’t work if my feel like that…

So..
I decide..
Maybe i should alone..
Need time to think about that..
Let time will bring me.. where will i go…

Lonely..
I am lonely cat now…

Who is dolphin?
Hmm, may be if dolphin is a color. Absolutly, dolphin is white. Dolphin likes a star who can shine brightly in the dark.

I hav amazed her for a long time. But she never know that even may be she never know me. Poor me..

(Little dialogue inside me)
Devil : yah,, u’re really poor!! huh, chicken!! u don’t dare to express ur feeling!!
Angel : no, u’re right. better u concentrate to reach ur dream…
Devil : Wakz,, dream?? u just find something reason to run away!! go to de hell chicken!!
Angel : no! remember ur dream! remember ur plan!
Devil : cuih!!
Angel : be patient bro! there is good woman for a good person. Believe it!!
Devil : Yeah!! but u must effort to get her!! how can u get woman without effort?? zzzzz
Angel : yapz, but be patient. that time will come..
Devil : but when?? can u wait??
Angel : when u’re ready.
Devil : hah? what is ready?! u’re really crazy!!
Angel : yapz, ready, u’re looking candidate for ur wife, not just girlfriend. so be patient, find someone who really can understand u. if found, go marry with her!
Devil : huh? u’re still young bro.. just hav fun! why should marry?
Angel : yah, because it’s ur duty as a moslem.. image u can hav little happy family with two children.. it’s really nice..
Devil : ahhh,, bulshit!!
……………………….

OMG, both of that (angel and devil) make me more stress.. zzzz..

I need a rest now..

U were successfull to make me chaos…
Now i am sick and really bad like in a HELL..

I am in CHAOS!

Ok, i will stop!
I won’t disturb u anymore..

Truely, It’s not ur fault..
It’s my fault..

I hav choosen, so i should be responsible..
My life is my choice..
So everything happened in my life coz of me,, not u..

I won’t cry..
Coz i dun hav tiers to cry..

I won’t regret
Coz nothing to be regretted

I just want move on..
Go forward..

Life on!!!
Ganbate Kudasai!!!

Why?

This morning, i went to Kopdar Batagor in Cikapayang. The event should be started at 8am. But i left from my campus at 8am,, OMG, so not dicipline.. :p

But like indonesian habbit, the event started late..

What is happened at that event?

- “Bebersih”. We cleaned up for a long trip from Cikapayang to ITB and then back again to Cikapayang. Many particpant acted “Narsis” when someone wana took pict, included me :p

- Game. What game? “Bebentengan”. I think it was bored… hehehe…

- Lunch..

- Giving Doorprize..

- Went Home…

Hmm,, Honestly, i am not enjoy that event too much, it was different with others who really enjoy and happy.. I dunno why? May be coz there is something lost or something wrong.. :p

But Naira mad me more enjoyable because she told me she hav friends who wana climb on august.. i asked her to introduce her friends so i can join that climbing…

Conrats to Shely and Shinta.. Both of u got IPOD NANO which should be mine.. :p

Other side, as i said before.. I think i start to like u.. But i dunno anything about u.. I want to start but i dunno how to start.. Damn!! i am really noob about this matter..

However, whatever happened,, Let’s enjoy this life… keep smile ^^

I think may be because i like u… May be..

My favourite poetry :

I’ll be here
I’ll be waiting here
I’ll be waiting for u

So if u come here
U’ll find me

I am promise..